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			  Chapter iii. 
			 
			 
		   				 				 
				 
His mother came out eagerly to receive him.
His face told her in a moment that something was wrong.
“I’ve  lost the place; but that’s my luck. I dreamed an ill dream last night,  mother — or maybe I saw a ghost. Take it either way, it scared me out of  my senses, and I’m not my own man again yet.”
“Isaac, your face frightens me. Come in to the fire — come in, and tell mother all about it.”
He  was as anxious to tell as she was to hear; for it had been his hope,  all the way home, that his mother, with her quicker capacity and  superior knowledge, might be able to throw some light on the mystery  which he could not clear up for himself. His memory of the dream was  still mechanically vivid, though his thoughts were entirely confused by  it.
His mother’s face grew paler and paler as he went on. She  never interrupted him by so much as a single word; but when he had done,  she moved her chair close to his, put her arm round his neck, and said  to him:
“Isaac, you dreamed your ill dream on this Wednesday  morning. What time was it when you saw the fair woman with the knife in  her hand?” Isaac reflected on what the landlord had said when they had  passed by the clock on his leaving the inn; allowed as nearly as he  could for the time that must have elapsed between the unlocking of his  bedroom door and the paying of his bill just before going away, and  answered:
“Somewhere about two o’clock in the morning.”
His mother suddenly quitted her hold of his neck, and struck her hands together with a gesture of despair.
“This Wednesday is your birthday, Isaac, and two o’clock in the morning was the time when you were born.”
Isaac’s  capacities were not quick enough to catch the infection of his mother’s  superstitious dread. He was amazed, and a little startled, also, when  she suddenly rose from her chair, opened her old writing-desk, took pen,  ink and paper, and then said to him:
“Your memory is but a poor  one, Isaac, and, now I’m an old woman, mine’s not much better. I want  all about this dream of yours to be as well known to both of us, years  hence, as it is now. Tell me over again all you told me a minute ago,  when you spoke of what the woman with the knife looked like.”
Isaac obeyed, and marveled much as he saw his mother carefully set down on paper the very words that he was saying.
“Light  gray eyes,” she wrote, as they came to the descriptive part, “with a  droop in the left eyelid; flaxen hair, with a gold-yellow streak in it;  white arms, with a down upon them; little lady’s hand, with a reddish  look about the finger nails; clasp-knife with a buck-horn handle, that  seemed as good as new.” To these particulars Mrs. Scatchard added the  year, month, day of the week, and time in the morning when the woman of  the dream appeared to her son. She then locked up the paper carefully in  her writing-desk.
Neither on that day nor on any day after could  her son induce her to return to the matter of the dream. She  obstinately kept her thoughts about it to herself, and even refused to  refer again to the paper in her writing-desk. Ere long Isaac grew weary  of attempting to make her break her resolute silence; and time, which  sooner or later wears out all things, gradually wore out the impression  produced on him by the dream. He began by thinking of it carelessly, and  he ended by not thinking of it at all.
The result was the more  easily brought about by the advent of some important changes for the  better in his prospects which commenced not long after his terrible  night’s experience at the inn. He reaped at last the reward of his long  and patient suffering under adversity by getting an excellent place,  keeping it for seven years, and leaving it, on the death of his master,  not only with an excellent character, but also with a comfortable  annuity bequeathed to him as a reward for saving his mistress’s life in a  carriage accident. Thus it happened that Isaac Scatchard returned to  his old mother, seven years after the time of the dream at the inn, with  an annual sum of money at his disposal sufficient to keep them both in  ease and independence for the rest of their lives.
The mother,  whose health had been bad of late years, profited so much by the care  bestowed on her and by freedom from money anxieties, that when Isaac’s  birthday came round she was able to sit up comfortably at table and dine  with him.
On that day, as the evening drew on, Mrs. Scatchard  discovered that a bottle of tonic medicine which she was accustomed to  take, and in which she had fancied that a dose or more was still left,  happened to be empty. Isaac immediately volunteered to go to the  chemist’s and get it filled again. It was as rainy and bleak an autumn  night as on the memorable past occasion when he lost his way and slept  at the road-side inn.
On going into the chemist’s shop he was  passed hurriedly by a poorly-dressed woman coming out of it. The glimpse  he had of her face struck him, and he looked back after her as she  descended the door-steps.
“You’re noticing that woman?” said the  chemist’s apprentice behind the counter. “It’s my opinion there’s  something wrong with her. She’s been asking for laudanum to put to a bad  tooth. Master’s out for half an hour, and I told her I wasn’t allowed  to sell poison to strangers in his absence. She laughed in a queer way,  and said she would come back in half an hour. If she expects master to  serve her, I think she’ll be disappointed. It’s a case of suicide, sir,  if ever there was one yet.”
These words added immeasurably to the  sudden interest in the woman which Isaac had felt at the first sight of  her face. After he had got the medicine-bottle filled, he looked about  anxiously for her as soon as he was out in the street. She was walking  slowly up and down on the opposite side of the road. With his heart,  very much to his own surprise, beating fast, Isaac crossed over and  spoke to her.
He asked if she was in any distress. She pointed to  her torn shawl, her scanty dress, her crushed, dirty bonnet; then moved  under a lamp so as to let the light fall on her stern, pale, but still  most beautiful face.
“I look like a comfortable, happy woman, don’t I?” she said, with a bitter laugh.
She  spoke with a purity of intonation which Isaac had never heard before  from other than ladies’ lips. Her slightest actions seemed to have the  easy, negligent grace of a thoroughbred woman. Her skin, for all its  poverty-stricken paleness, was as delicate as if her life had been  passed in the enjoyment of every social comfort that wealth can  purchase. Even her small, finely-shaped hands, gloveless as they were,  had not lost their whiteness.
Little by little, in answer to his  questions, the sad story of the woman came out. There is no need to  relate it here; it is told over and over again in police reports and  paragraphs about attempted suicides.
“My name is Rebecca  Murdoch,” said the woman, as she ended. “I have nine-pence left, and I  thought of spending it at the chemist’s over the way in securing a  passage to the other world. Whatever it is, it can’t be worse to me than  this, so why should I stop here?”
Besides the natural compassion  and sadness moved in his heart by what he heard, Isaac felt within him  some mysterious influence at work all the time the woman was speaking  which utterly confused his ideas and almost deprived him of his powers  of speech. All that he could say in answer to her last reckless words  was that he would prevent her from attempting her own life, if he  followed her about all night to do it. His rough, trembling earnestness  seemed to impress her.
“I won’t occasion you that trouble,” she  answered, when he repeated his threat. “You have given me a fancy for  living by speaking kindly to me. No need for the mockery of  protestations and promises. You may believe me without them. Come to  Fuller’s Meadow to-morrow at twelve, and you will find me alive, to  answer for myself &mda............
				  
				   
				
				
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