PAULA IS CALLED TO "F" OF THE MAID-STONE WHERE THE BEYOND-DEVIL AWAITS WITH OUTSTRETCHED ARMS Paula felt singularly blessed the next morning wondering if ever there existed another woman into whose life-channel poured such strange and torrential . The current of her mind was broadening and accelerating. She was being prepared for some big expression, and there is true happiness in the thought. Reifferscheid, since her pilgrimage to Staten Island, had become a of delight. Selma Cross had borne her down on to the lower revelations of the City, but had winged her back again on a breeze of pure romance. Madame Nestor had parted the curtains, which shut from the world's eye, hell unqualified, yet her own life was a miracle of . Not the least of her inspirations was this mild, brave woman of the . Then, there was the commanding mystery of Bellingham, emerging in her mind now from the of the past ten days; rising, indeed, to his own valuation—that of a New Voice. Finally, above and before all, was the stirring figure of her Ideal—her splendid secret source of optimism—Charter, less a man than a soul in her new dreams—a name to which she , "The Man-Who-Must-Be-Somewhere."
 
Just once, the thought came to Paula that Bellingham had designed a meeting such as took place in the Park to her aversion and clear from her mind any idea of his abnormality. She could not hold this suspicion long. Attributing evil strategies to another was not easy for Paula. The simpler way now was to give him every benefit, even to regard the recent dreadful adventures with an intangible devil—as an outburst of her neglected feminine , coincident with the stress of her rather lonely intellectual life. As for Madame Nestor, might she not have reached a more acute stage of a similar ? Paula was not unacquainted with the great potentialities of fine physical health, nor did she miss the fact that Mother Nature seldom permits a woman of normal development to reach the fourth cycle of her years, without reckoning with the ancient reason of her being.
 
She now regarded early events connected with Bellingham as one might look back upon the beginning of a run of fever.... Could he be one of the New Voices?
 
Paula loved to think that Woman was to be the chief resource of the Lifting Age. Everywhere among men she saw the furious hunger for spiritual . Words, which she heard by chance from passers-by, her. It was so clear to her how the life led by city men starves their better natures—that there were times when she could hardly realize they did not see it. She wanted someone to make the whole world understand—that just as there are hidden spaces between the atoms of steel which made radioactivity possible, so in the human body there is a space, in which the soul of man is built day by day from every thought and act; and when the worn-out physical envelope falls away—there it stands, a record to endure.... She wanted to believe that it was the office of woman to help man make this record beautiful. Just as the old Anglo-Saxon for "lady" means "giver of bread," so she loved to think that the spiritual loaf was in the keeping of woman also.
 
Paula could not without upon the thought that a great spiritual tide was rising, soon to every race and nation. The lifting of man from greedy senses to the pure happiness of , was her most intimate and lovely hope. Back of everything, this lived and lit her mind. There were transcendent moments—she hardly dared to describe or interpret them—when cosmic consciousness swept into her brain. Swift was the visitation, nor did it leave any impression, but she divined that such lofty moments, different only in degree, were responsible for the great in books that are deathless. The shield was torn from her soul, leaving it naked to every world-anguish. The woman, Paula Linster, became an accumulation of all suffering—desert thirsts, loves, birth and death parturitions, blind cruelties of battle, the carnal of Famine (that soft-treading spectre), welted flesh under the screaming , moaning from the World's Night everywhere—until the impassioned spirit within rushed to the very horizon's to shelter an people from an angry God. Such is the genius of race-motherhood—the spirit of between Father and child.
 
One must regard with the reaction which follows such an outpouring.
 
These are the wilderness-wrestlings of the great-souled—the Gethsemanes. Out of the dream, would appear the actual spectacle of the City—human beings one upon the other, the wolf still frothing in man's breast—and then would crush down upon her with shattering pain the of her own hopeless ineffectuality. To a mind thus stricken and often, premonitions of madness come at last—madness, the black brother of genius. There is safety alone in a body strong and undefiled to receive again the expanded spirit. From how many a youth—tarrying too long by the fetid of sense—has the glory winged away, never to return to a creature fallen into hairy .
 
Paula had returned from down-town about noon. Reifferscheid, who had a weakness for Herman Melville, and endeavored to spur the American people into a more adequate of the old sea-lion, had ordered her to rest her eyes for a few days in Moby Dick. With the fat, old fine-print novel under her arm, Paula let herself into her own apartment and instantly encountered the occultist's power. She sank to the floor and covered her face in the pillows of the couch. In the past twenty-four hours she had come to believe that the enemy had been put away forever, yet here in her own room she was stricken, and so swiftly.... Though she did not realize it at once, many of the thoughts which gradually surged into her mind were not her own. She came to see Bellingham as other women saw him—as a great and wise doctor. Her own conception battled against this, but vainly, . It was as if he held the balance of power in her consciousness. Without attempting to link them together, the processes of her mind quickly will be set into words.
 
Her first thought, before the of Bellingham's control in her brain, was to rush into his presence and fiercely him for the treachery he had committed. After blaming Madame Nestor and her own to clear him from evil, the devilishness of the present visitation overwhelmed. And how more black and formidable now was his magic—after the utterances in the Park! This was her last real stand.... A cry of hopelessness escaped her lips, for the was already about her eyes, and creeping back like a along the open highways of her mind.
 
"Come to me. The way is open. I am alone. I am near.... Come to me, Paula Linster, of treasures.... Do you not see the open way—how near I am? Oh, come—now—come to me now!"
 
Again and again the little sentences fell upon her mind, until its surface stirred against , as one, understanding, resents repeated explanations.... It was right now for her to go. She had been and headstrong to such evils about the name of a famous physician. The world called him famous. Only she and Madame Nestor had stood apart, clutching fast to their ideas of his deviltry. He had taken the trouble to call her to him—to prove that he was good. The which she had felt at the first moment of his summons—was all from her own .... Clearly she saw the street below, Cathedral Way; a turn north, then across the to the brown ornate entrance of The Maidstone.... There was no formality about the going. Her hat and coat had not been removed.... She was in the hall; the elevator halted at her floor while the man pushed a letter and some papers under the door of the Selma Cross apartment.... In the street, she turned across the Plaza from Cathedral Way to The Maidstone. The real Paula Linster marshalled a hundred terrible protests, but her voice was , her strength ineffectual as Josephine's beating with white hands against the Emperor's iron door. Real was locked in the pitiless will of the physician, to whom she hastened as one hoping to be saved.
 
She inquired huskily of the man at the hotel-desk.
 
"The Doctor is waiting on the parlor-floor—in F," was the answer.
 
Paula stepped from the elevator, and was directed to the last door on the left.... The sense of her need, of her illness, hurried her forward through the long hall. Sometimes she seemed burdened with the body of a woman, very tired and helpless, but quite obedient.... The figure "F" on a silver shield filled her eyes. The door was ajar. Her entrance was not unlike that of a lioness with irons through a barred passage into an . She did not open the door wider, but slipped through sideways, her dress closely about her.... Bellingham was there. His face was white, from long concentration; yet he smiled and his arms were opened to her.... The point here was that he so marvelously understood. His attitude to her seemed that of a physician of the soul. She could not feel the fighting of the real woman.... Dazed and broken for the moment, she encountered the of his hands.
 
"How long I have waited!" he quietly exclaimed. "Hours, and it was bitter waiting—but you are a wreath for my waiting—how grateful you are to my weariness!... Paula Linster, Paula Linster—what deserts of burning sunshine I have crossed to find you—what dark jungles I have searched for such !"
 
His arms were light upon her, his voice low and . He dared not yet touch his lips to her hair—though they were dry and twisted with his awful thirst. Craft and patience altogether was in the art with which he wound and wove about her mind thoughts of his own, designed to ignite the spark of responsive desire.... And how softly he fanned—(an incautious blast would have left him in darkness altogether)—until it caught.... Well, indeed, he knew the cunning of the yet unbroken seals; and better still did he know the forces all about her, ready to defeat him for the slightest error—and leave him to burn in his own fires.
 
"This is peace," he whispered with indescribable . "How soft a resting-place—and yet how strong!... Out of the past I have come for you. Do you remember the rock in the desert on which you sat and waited long ago? Your eyes were weary when I came—weary from the blazing light of noon and the endless of that long day. On a great rock in the desert you sat—until I came, until I came. Then you laughed because I shut the sun-glow from your strained eyes.... Remember, I came in the skin of a lion and shut the sunset from your aching eyes—my shoulders darkening the west—and we were alone—and the night came on...."
 
Clearly was transferred to hers, the picture in his own brain. One of the ancient and mystic films of memory seemed brought after ages to the light—the reddening sands, the city far behind, from which she had fled to meet her hero, deep in the desert—the glow of sunset on his shoulders and in his hair, as the lion's skin he wore.... The heart quickened within her; the of that long-ago woman grew hot in her breast. Strong as a lion he was, this youth of the Sun, and fleet the night fell to cover them. She ate the dried grapes he gave her, drank deep from his skin of wine, and laughed with him in the swift night.... She felt his arms now, her face was upraised, her tensely shut. Downward the blood rushed, leaving her lips icy cold. She felt the muscles of his arms in her tightening fingers, and her breast rose against him. This was no Twentieth Century magician who thralled her now, but a glorious hero out of the desert sunset;—and the woman within her was as one consuming with ecstasy from a lover's last visit....
 
And now Bellingham changed the color and surface of his advances. It was his thought to make such a marvellous sally, that when he and the mistress once again commanded her own , she would perceive the field of his activities strewn, not with , but with garlands, and in their fragrance she must for the giant to come yet again. The thing he now endeavored to do was beyond an ordinary human conception for devilishness; and yet, that it was not a impulse, but a well considered plan, was proven by the trend of his talk of the day before.... The flaw in his structure was his apparent forgetting that the woman in his arms breathing so , in her own mind was clinging to a youth out of the sunset—a youth in the skin of a lion.
 
"Wisdom has been given to my eyes," Bellingham resumed with surpassing gentleness. "For years a conception of wonderful womanhood has lived and brightened in my mind, bringing with it a promise that in due time, such a woman would be shown to me. The woman, the promise and the miracle of its later meaning, I perceived at last were not for my happiness, but for the world's awful need. You are the fruits of my wonderful vision—you—Paula Linster. You are the quest of my long and weary searching!"
 
His of her name strangely disturbed her night-rapture of the desert. It was as if she heard afar-off—the calling of her people.
 
"On the night you entered the Hall," he said, and his face closer, "I felt the sense of victory, before these physical eyes found you. My thoughts roved over a world, brightened by a new hope, fairer for your presence. And then, I saw your fine white brow, the ignited magic of your hair and eyes, your shoulders.... It seemed as though the lights perished from the place—when you left."
 
The word "magic" was a sudden spark around which the thoughts of the woman now groped.... She had lost her desert lover, passion was drained from her, and there was a weight of great trouble pressing down ... "Magic"—she struggled for its meaning.... She was sitting upon a rock again, but not in the desert—rather in a place of cooled sunlight, where there were turf roads and grand, old trees—a huge figure approaching with a powerful swinging stride—yesterday, Bellingham, the Park—the Talk!... Paula lifted her shoulders, felt the arms around them and heard the words uttered now in the of human passion:
 
"Listen, Paula Linster, you have been chosen for the most task ever offered to living woman. The Great Soul is not yet in the world, and He must come soon!... It is you who have inspired this—you, of trained will; a mind of stirring evolution, every thought so feminine; you of body and a soul lit with stars! You are brave. The burden is easy to one of your courage, and I should keep you free from the world—free from the burns and the whips of this thinking animal, the world. All that I have won from the world, her mysteries, her , I shall give you, all that is big and brave and wise in song and philosophy and nature, I shall bring to your feet, as a hunter with to his beloved—all that a man, wise and tender, can think and express to quicken the of fertility——"
 
Paula was now conscious—her self restored to her. The Yesterday and the To-day rose before her mind in startling parallel. Her primary was that she might lose control again before Bellingham was put away. The super-devilishness of his plan—hiding a in the white robe of a spiritual consecration—had changed him in her sight to a beast. The thing which he believed would cause her eagerly to upon him the riches of her threefold life had lifted her farther out of his power that moment, than even she realized. Bellingham had over-reached. She was filled with inner .... The idea of escape, the thought of crippling the magician's power over her forever—in the stress of this, she grew cold.... She was nearest the door. It stood ajar, as when she had entered.
 
"—in the place I have prepared," he was whispering, "meditation and the life, rarest of fruits, purest of white garments—cleansed with sunlight and starlight, you and I, Paula Linster,—the sources of creation which have been revealed to me—for you! Wonderful woman—all the vitalities of heaven shall play upon you! We shall bring the new god into the world——"
 
She pushed back from his arms and faced him—white-lipped and .
 
"You father a son of mine," she said, in the . "You—are dead—the man's soul is dead within you—you whited sepulchre!"
 
His face altered like a white wall which an earthquake at the base. White rock turned to blown paper; the man-mask rubbed out; featured upon an thing, with arms pitifully outstretched.
 
Paula, alone in the long hall, ran to the marble stairs, hurried down and into the street—swiftly to her house. There, every thread of clothing she had worn was gathered into a pile for burning. Then she bathed and her strength returned.